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Risk Recovering

She dons a fragile smile as she

Joins the throng and tucks away her heart,

Unconsciously maintaining the facade,

It’s been a habit now for quite a while,

There’s danger of her hollow laugh betraying

The ‘I’m just fine’ she’s desperately portraying,

She’s worried that they’ll notice but she’s praying

That they will play along with the facade

The script is surely safer than ad-lib,

A cheery, chilly distance we maintain,

We’ve been learning since we left the crib

To paper over cracks of humbling pain;

This paper shield she’s built is wafer thin,

She’s banking on their blithe indifference,

If someone really wanted to break in

They’d steal her lonely heart within an instant.

In truth she always knew that things would change,

Frustrating, but there’s growth in waiting games,

It’s risky to recover and it’s strange

To watch familiar bonds go up in flames,

She’d wanted Him to take them for so long,

And now she can’t believe they’re really gone!

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Comments on: "Risk Recovering" (6)

  1. from kevin a very nice poem.

  2. I’m reminded of the rolling stone’s song, “you can’t always get what you want”, Unless I’m reading it wrong.. Hopefully this will be a cleansing for you in the mean time. Smiles…

  3. hiding our feelings is a dangerous game as we can only pretend for so long…and yes there is growth in waiting games, ugh but i loathe them…ha

  4. There’s a lot to be said for ‘letting it all hang out’ and letting go of inhibitions…

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